so fast, we've grad. pre-u life ends jus like that. soon we'll complete As and time will pass seemingly fast and we'll complain we've not enjoyed enough. then enter another realm of competition which is so commonly known as SOCIETY. yea tat's what ppl dread most. but at this stage, i cant wait to earn money. maybe i'll regret later on in life for asking time to go forward. but i've a GOAL now. i wanna grow up and face the challenges! no doubt i'd miss sec sch and junior college days, miss the funny dirty jokes which classmates conjure, miss the shit we get into and how we got reprimanded, miss the times which we delay paying the treasurer for class notes, but i could treasure and cherish what i would have at present. cos living every moment is a joy if u compare ur situation to someone who's much worse off than u. im optimistic , arent u envious ?
though seeing the world with greater magnanimity might put me at some disadvantage, perhaps the grudges which we let go can ease our soul a lil' ,like not fretting who's plotting behind us, worry who's gonna stab me in the back (and wondering if it's retribution?), and trying to gain something from us ? why be bothered ? i find these worries are unduly and it shows tat we're juz guilty cos we probably committted one of those mean acts . its true nice ppl are being ostracized because they cant fit into the social grp, but it doesnt mean they cant do anything about it. just find anothergrp which they can get along well with. isnt tat the same as looking for a suitable bf/gf/wife/husband ?
so much for the long philosophical talking. the bottom line is : we've got to be nice and at the same time one has to adapt to their environment.
p.s this entry is especially for Vi**cent haha
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