Hollow, sunken

Hectic, frantic!

Overwhelmed with numbers, figures, graphs, etc

extermination of these crap is soo terribly essential

before u see me go bonkers

pls remember how i struggle

it's my pride

so much i've done

i know it may not promise the best outcome of all

nonetheless, kindly reward my effort

sympthatise with me

for this is the toughest time of my life

BeegEeS rocks! "love so right... how can it turn out to be so wrong??? " nice tunes!
espcially the classic one - ' how deep is ur love', melts my heart!

Kim Bum soo Rocks too - bo go ship da : made me cry! and i really mean crying... not just tears trickling..

Yippeee yayayay! got my long awaited zm! very cool. not bad. good sound quality. maximum satisfaction for the price of $220! wahahha. i'm gonna be cheerful from now onwards...

i love strawberry fragrance oil from body shop! so swwweeet~ makes me sweetty too. keke. simply luvvvvvvv it to bits! now my room is a heaven. love me room too. love everything now. hehe


a Pity, cant show ya guys the pics nor let ya smell the aroma. envy me.

there's so much work on hand now. it's piling up and im sooooo sunken beneath it. flipping thru the maths lect notes, i doubt d sch can finish the curriculum at this pace. man.. two more chaps left how to finish within > 3 weeks???

homework sucks. u may think im guai guai and the darn obedient kinda girl, well tat's a wrong perception! i like to pon lessons, pon this pon that... jus tat i refrain myself from doing so becos im not exactly the smartie brainy type whu can skip lessons and can still get distinctions. so guys out there who dont know me, now ya can the unveiled facade of mine.. =)

so guess wat, skipped chinese lesson with xiaohui, edward and jeriel. haah BEST la.. boycott chinese. the sight of her gets me frustrated. dun ask me y.. it's just soo. her lessons are useless, to me at least. u'll understand y if u're in a damn hyper class who keeps crapping with her and stalls her from teaching. haha. ayye, did i sound like i've something against my classmateS? hmm sorry but i dun mean tat. lol. mates u should get what im drving at yea.. (",)

it's 3.42 am, i think im having irregular slping hours.. arrh.. my slping routine is deranged lah! everything's topsy-turvy right now...... sigh events are happening and i suppose they are 'exitements' to my life??

anyway i'm gonna get a shower soon.. body's itching. bet my body acne is acting up again.. =(

sch sucks (at this point of time) dont u agree?

• exams, they are gross.

• revision, they are complementary with exams.

• results, is it a gauge of how SMART AND CAPABLE u are?

• promotion, it's time to appeal, cry and beg on ur knees in front of the principal

• year 2006, more challenges, Alevels, more stress, lesser enjoyment and tv time.

so mad at myself for not leaving mac earlier. wasted 2 precious hours discussing something which wasnt very useful. well to me at least. but sorry to xiaohui, lost my temper at u. really sorry. i feel even more apologetic after saying u shouldnt eat tartar sauce. if u happen to read this, hope ya forgive me, because anger really made me unable to think.

guess all of us will have family problems at some stage or point of time. really glad that xiaohui shared her probs with me becos i know then, im someone she trusts. hope things will eventually turn out fine for u. its really sucky to have problems like this, it simply makes us so tired and exhausted to not feel like doing anything at all...

anyway, today;'s trip to safti was fun. got to know the rifles, weapons and how food ration works. but didnt tasted the food cos it looks like my vomit! shunfa and steven said the food tasted gd. and i know tat the army boys like to eat instant milo and cereal off the sachet pack itselff. ahah tat's COOL~ sad to say, im feelling lethargic now even though the fun was there and all.

alright back to homeworking...................

WHOA i really had some good shut-eye last night. it was a full 10 hours slp with minimal disturbances, something which i hadn't experienced for a long time. slping from 730pm till 5 am gets me all perked up, refreshed and rejuvenated!! power to me!

my face is suffering a bad case of blemishes poppings. wahkao, must be my poor diet habits and lack of slp for the past few days which culminated this. i need FACIAL and SLIMMing sessions, i need to beautify myself terribly!! i'm like fugly right now, i daren't go out face ppl. but there's sch, so schmates, lucky u, get to see the fugly shit outta me...... (there's sarcasm in it)

Hohoh anyway, gotta chiong econs essay outline now. that's my motive of waking up at 5 otherwise i'd hav slept right thru till 7 !

somehow, my eyes became victim of my actions. they were weary from all the slpless nights, suffered a pricking sting while bathing and soap got into one of it, then the wind from the fan dries up my eyes and makes me want to tear all the time, so it seems like im in a rather miserable state, weeping over some sad business.

i've learnt how to prevent the condition of my lazy eye from deteriorating, but i cant find time to let it rest and enjoy the luscious green pastures (which is said to help fight myopia). vision is one, out of the other five senses, that lets us relish the panorama before us. even if we see children in third world country suffering, it transmits the message to our brain and make us even more appreciative of what we have. dont u agree that eyes do wonders?

imagine how it'd hav been if we lost our sight. this made me relate to one part of a literature poem which i saw yday: how can we rely on other's ability to heal our eyesight, when in the first place we cant even see where they are from?
it's so true, our eyes helps us see what is right and wrong. i cant believe what i'd do if i were to lose my eyes, because i'll be so lost and not know who may be speaking ill of me. then backstabbers should be named radius-stabber instead . (sorry if it sounds cheeeeeesy)

Anyway, i'll try to schedule a timetable for my dear eyes, so as not to overwork and experience diminishing marginal utility, otherwise average cost increases ( amount to pay doctor for consulting him on my 'sick' eyes). Cherish my eyes now or never, prevention is better than cure.

* The above entry is just me trying to be comical. enjoy reading!

sch starts tml and i have a queasy feeling about it. i dun like to wake up early! especially since in hav to rise at six to reach sch early for bball admin stuff. it's boring.. saggi team is out of the winner's pool and it seems less interesting to catch the remaining matches.. maybe it's just nostalgia towards saggi.. =)

so much needs to be completed, EOM draft 2, leftover homework from T3 which consist of math tut, phy tut, chinese bk and GP remedial homework. it's a struggle! considering that i haven started on revision....

i hate the thought of the coming months. even after promos, theres PW oral presentation. and my grp seems to be stagnant at this point, project's like stucked with surveys and interviews... imma take a vacation once the holidays are here... im barely surviving all these....

i spent 5 hours SHOPPING at causeway point! i would have nv thought that by scrutinising and commenting on each single clothing in each boutique to my mom, i could use up five hrs like tat. u would have guess that i accompanied her to shop.. though the aim was helping her to get some skirts and tops, i bought a yellow-green racer back and a capri shorts too. hiak! i'm best at asking for rewards in a nice way.. learn from me, all i did was to ask her to go into a shop and convince her tat i look nice in the clothes.... then voila! my wishes came true. wahahah..

anyway it was good exercise, considering the fact that my ankles were rather sore. we didnt even stop to have any breaks. so u could imagine me standing and losing calories for the whole of five hours, pretty cool, one step closer to reaching my targetted weight. hehe.

HOWEVER, i feel guilty about not using the time for revision. promos is like in 3 weeks time??? i could hav shop till i drop dead after promos right??? see, tat's how i am. do things which makes me feel regretful. tsk. contradictory. or maybe, procrastinating? - some 'words' for thoughts.

oh ya, i want to mention abt the disembled dead corpse being thrown about macritchie and orchard. like wth! the murderer is so copy-cat! it's stupid to do the repeat the style of killing Liu Hong Mei, because u'll only seekf or more attention and speculation. dumb leh. at least discard the body like some other common practices then it wouldnt create a bouhaha la... now im going HAHA over this.

HAHAHA :)

How do u feel about singaporeans dress sense?

This issue was featured on tv and apparently, the most popular comment given by teenagers was being comfortable in what we wear is most important, looks are secondary. Agreeable? it is true that we must feel comfy in what we wear otherwise it'd be a torture to dress in those clothes. Wearing t-shirt and jeans to town is common and it's an ubiquity to see people of all ages dressing like that. Few will say you are badly dressed, because dressing like that, implies it tmay not have been our initial intention to head to Orchard Road. Glam-dressing may even be seen as attention seeking. So much for trying to prove ourselves fashionable..

How do we have to dress then? personally, i think we can still glam and shine even when wearing t-shirt tops and jeans. For girls, wearing heels will definitely alleviate us to a higher level of fashion sense. Or we could wear on more accessories to turn the attention away from simplicity. tada, there u go, comfort with casual-but-classy dressing.

Even if we want to doll up, have the financial capability to do so, it seems like sg lacks the occasion and opportunity to allow us the chance to do so. who would dress up in some expensive clothing just to go Orchard and then change their mind to go somewhere like Geylang to have durian and then soil their clothes? I mean such incidents do occur right? how about those who are slightly obese? finding the right top and being classy would be too tough to accomplish. not that sg doesnt hav clothes that are for cool and big sized, but does it mean each individual who wears them would look glam? i certainly doubt so because I dunt look nice in certain tops too. So i say, we should banish the thought of aiming to be fashionable but we should at least meet the minimum requirement of wearing appropriately and presentably for occasions.

whoa suddenly i feel like i'd just finish a GP essay.