lately i've been hanging out with nigel and junxian. they've introduced most of their colleagues to me today! they really make me feel like a vip. haha. anyhow, i thought i was quite a spoiler today cos i left them halfway and headed home .

i feel unwell. unwell as in being sick and also depressed. i cant explain what exactly is making me tired. i've been having insomnia since two days back. my legs always feel tired in the middle of the night, so tired that i feel a strenuous stretch. there's pain. i dunt understand how i got it.

then i feel a yearn for something. that something is however undefined. i need that something. otherwise my mood will be so depleted. strange to say i cant figure out what this is too. i GUESS, it is concern and attention that i need. i may seem independent, self-reliant and happy-go-lucky, nevertheless theres always one low-peak moody period. even so i tell myself things will get better and be in high spirits again. i certainly hope it'll be SOON.

i so detest taking chinese exams now. i duno if i can pass! im worried for tml's paper. i dunt wanna screw it and do badly. im so hoping to stop chinese once and for all. i wanna quit doing chinese man...

Chinese AO is in 2 days time! so excited!! yea right. look at me. i'm not in the wee bit of study mode for it. im prepared to retake it next yr. well i jus suck at driving myself to study chinese. chinese can be terrible. so many 4-letter words just for one same meaning. wah lau, it just creates this psychology in me tat my brain is already crammed full. VERY FULL.

arggh.. there's training still at 5pm! urm my muscles are soooo tight i doubt i can survive training later on.. gosh gosh.. sufferings...

suddenly i miss pris.... "miss the nights we spent together mugging so hard... spent the times we went window shopping.. miss the times we had training with leng kee team.. " pris will be so happy to hear this... hehe

it's always so cold in the lt. i almost froze. even my little tiny white towel couldn't give the slightest warmth. my lips turned purple. i feel so chamelon. i'm cold-bloooded!

gym training was pathetic. only five ppl turned up. haha. how to improve like tat??? im picturing us being dropped out after the first round. congrats. it's EXPECTED.

i'm using gym training as a toning session for my bod. wahah cunning right? anyway i'm trying to achieve a super toned and tough body. not the stout type obviously! those which are free from cellulites rather. heehs. i'm looking at this fab abs pic. weeuut! lalala













yumm yummm... luv this HOT bod!

hmm hmm, leng kee training's starting this sat and i miss the team! coach says it'll still be the same team but probably with more players from unity. heh heh. wonder how have they all been.. :))

why can't holidays arrive faster? tsktsktsktsk

there's so much i want to do. here's the list :

• Swim
• Shop
• Play with 'muffin'
• Get down to BUSINESS with sis
• Design the sophisticated 'balls'-making machine
• Play bball with Pris from dawn till dusk - i wonder if i can hold out
• Celebrate X'mas

Anyway dad was ecstatic when he FINALLY passed his final theory. i'm happy for him too. =)))

whoa hoho. it's my red-tide season. after so long. after 9 mths. after missing 9 seasons of it. finally, the red-tide comes winding through the river..... hahahaha. u dirty fellas!

No wonder i've been feeling so tired and having break outs. im gonna miss the carefree times. the times where i dunt have to place ' sandbags' to prevent the gush. hahahah.

Sch is pretty redundant. u should have seen how i daydream. how we chat. how we play. how we laugh. It's play-school. we're still like lil' kids. We're CUTE. We're FUNNY.

Ouch lah. my righty thigh near the hips is hurting. OVERSTRETCHED. i was having fun with the gym machine lah. so fun to stretch. yea so serve me right for being playful. so i'm left to bear the ' fruits of labour '.... ouch ouch ouch !!!

Sports day.. wat can i say? Saggi ended with a third position for the track and field competition. well i was expecting to be 2nd at least. hmm.. disappointment. nevertheless the spirit was great, high! S-A-G-G-I, saggi that's wat we are! hahah

the sun was scorching hot and even i who usually doesn't get a sunburn easily wasn't spared. But a tan is nice! it's been a long time since i've been sun-bathing man.. haha. opportunity.

im feeling kinda hollow now since wr's done and promos are over. only thing that's left to bother with is OP and chinese ao lah. but i aint even bothered abt it. haha slacker i am.


Lil's bro of mine is beside me while i type this entry. he's being spastic.

See my point ? -------->

firstly gotta announce to ya'll that i'm gonna be in J2 next yr! *ahem applause pls*
but, aye, neeed not know wat grades i got cos they aren't very ideal. yeap. but thank god i made it through and for the first time , i passed econs! woohoo. happiness man. so that explains y i didnt update yday: busy with celebrations for my promotions. hahahaha.

sad to say, sch's still intense. there's 3 hrs of chinese ao lessons everyday and pw to rush. and today's a waste of time cos it wasnt even productive for me. i was half-dreamy during lectures and i didnt absorb anything. i bet it's still gonna be the same until AO chinese is done.

This makes me endear SIMPLE ENJOYMENT even more. it's like i can't head to town as often now, i can't go for runs cos im so tired after sch, i can't catch a movie cos it's expensive in the night, i cant..... etc . TORTUROUS!




so u see, my plain self-indulgence are as shown:



Foodies! it'd have been better if it was Snickers.

so damn. got scolded early in the morn by the idiotic duno-wut's-her-name tcher. acting fierce lah. trying to boast her authority lah. wTh man. anyway not my fault for being late.. it's jia ling's hahah oopx.

Then sch became so boring... had to attend the boring talks. waste of my time. i was glad sch actually ended early, at 1230 pm. whoa ho! then skipping back home..

But the day wunt end just like tat.......... mom eug and i went to meet sis at ikea to shop for some furnishing stuff. Sis and i were chatting as we walked along.. she was saying she feels like doing a business ! haha and tat line of business came across me and i thought we had same ideals! yay greatnesS! so i promised to bring her to the Arty shop for ideas and trials tml. yep.

and im so tired all of a sudden.. hmm slp's getting into my eyes.. ZzZ

It's dad's birthday. though we didnt had much of a celebration, but i guess he was glad we remembered hsi day. no one spoke anything abt it and he would hav thought tat none of us bothered. welll.... we proved him wrong! haha. i think he was surprised but he held his emotions back. haha.. DADDD!


Dis is da BIRTHDAY CAKE. Yummay... Chocs.. my fAV! i chose this because it's my fav flavour.. wahhaha















Dad blowing d candles, with my lil' bro in the background.... aye... but the main focus should be DAD =)









Finally, the cake is ours to consume!












Happy B'day Daddy!

yayyyy... another shopping day. this time with mom tagging along. haha. bought 2 new tops.



This costs $29.00. there are some shimmery stuffs on it and i luvvv it.













Bought the shimmery top from IORA. and they gave me this nice lil' bag. :)














This is my fav colour. ORlenggg......

i luv the way the sleeves bubbles up.











i lack a handbag! i chanced upon this tocco green bag. i sooo wanna get my hands on it. guess wat, it's $149. Then Evita Peroni has this furry-rug bag, costing $199. im contemplating between which to get. hmmm hmm hmmm... the cost is something worth more to contemplate for isnt it ? =)

dined it at Bistro delifrance. whoa then i had the rare chance to see a commotion in there. One of the staff threw the utensils all around and caused a splash of the mushroom soup onto the walls. then he stormed outta kitchen and pushed away any delifrance property that obstructed his way. he shouted everywhere he walked and drew eye contacts to him.
i think he was being immaturE! c'mon, i think nobody even trifled with him. everyone was busy serving the dishes lah. and then he goes throwing tat darn temper.. he's being a disgrace to s'poreans. man, u should have seen how many foreigners were there. especially during that busy peak dining period, he should hav expected that the work pace will hasten. i'd say he's got no right to do as he pleases......

then after dinner mom and i headed to specialist's only to find out the shops have started to close their shutters... man did we even realise it was 9 pm already... so finally we averted to somerset mrt and set off for home...

and now... HOME SWEET HOME!

my legs are wobbly but im happy! went town with dear jamie and we walked from taka to heeren to cine... then to far east , back to taka and to wheelock.. finally to bugis. our legs are sore from blisters.... but well i guess it was worth it. it was fun... we discovered a really cool ART SHOP! no more ikea-present shoppings ... haha guys watch out for new presents from me mans.

i love my new sports bra. :)

i will go town again..

i will buy many forever 21 tops.

i will diet!!

i'm on cloud nine! i officially announce ... it's the end of exams ! PARTY TIME

physics.... no doubt tat i've finished exams.. i guess i kinda screwed physics even though the paper was ok. incomparable to the exercises that i've done. but well i certainly hope that i can at least pass it. otherwise my efforts will come to nought. =

Anyway gotta go meet JAM now. thanks to her i cant concentrate well. she was a destruction last night!

Phew! Econs is over. but it's blown too. i think DRQ was difficult. MCQ was manageable. Essay was alright but i was too rushy and so i fumbled. all in all, i think i'lll fail this paper lah....

Math is tml. i need more time!!

Three more days to freedom. Just THREE.

imma get my hands on a new template. it'll be really soon.. very soon ... right after promos. immediately.

Tuition was awesome. cleared many doubts which i had. Mr Shang u rock man!

yay blogger is back to normal.

im envious of those who have finished promos this week. just cant wait for another 6 days to pass.

GP paper was alright. most often than not i will do badly if i feel it's alright. sigh.

Spent 4 hrs in school library figuring Maclaurin's. it's shitty. it's very TIME CONSUMING. i could have used the time to get familiarised with more physics definitions.

i skipped lunch. survived on some seaweed, little oreo cookies, teh bing , mint plus chewy candies and dried guava for dinner. my stomach's feelin empty now. i'll pump myself with water to keep it full later.

there's a perfect view of the sky in the night when i look out of my study area. i'll show u:

updates on yday: finally! had the chance to study with xiaohui all by ourselves. it always turned out to be a 'not free' or 'i've got something on with family' kinda replies.. but micraculously, she initiated to study together! cool huh... something's brewing.. haha.

anyway we had some fun clicking on friendster and viewing ppl's profiles. trying to scout for cute guys .. then not long after one ACJC guy came in and for a moment i thought he was cute =) but the x factor seems to diminish not long after. heh.

then i saw bingting. i think she's getting chio-er! but still as cute as before. so jumpy and bubbly. xiaohui shared the same sentiments with me. =) then then then..... karine arrived! haha it was kinda expected though.

oh then there was this funny guy from yjc three tables down and across... paid no attention to him at first then suddenly he came up to me and asked for " STATISTICS ". wth, wad was tat? dun hav any idea man. i was thinking of PW. haha but i said no.. then xiaohui suggested that he may hav thought i was a j2 or something .... alright anyway he wasnt very nice looking.. so no loss when i ' turned him away '

Today: so far it was fine.. ms lim came and spoke to me about my econs essay.. she said tat i kinda over analyse! ahah gosh. then when she differentiated analysis and evaluation to me then have i gotten the whole picture... hmm hmm hmmm.. no wonder i haven been scoring. i've always jumbled, if not thought that both words are similar. good that she cleared the air and i can picture my econs scoring a C grade ... haahahahah

ive decided to skip sch tml despite having math and phy lessons. i think it's time consumin and energy draining to attend sch. so y not save the energy and chiong watever i can at home? yeap. im smart la.. dun need guidance. wahhaha

gotta prepare for tuition. tsk tsk.

just like how my desk is messed with the notes, my thoughts are getting messed up with the influx of sin, cos, tan , log, ln etc...........

Tt's how i mug. books strewn all over. and im too occupied to bother abt this mess

sunday is ending! that means a week of hardwork is coming up again. tml's Chinese AO paper. i so hate it. i didnt even touch my chinese notes. i figured it wunt be worth to study all the hundreds of 成语，俗语，词语 all that crap shit just to score some meagre marks. i'll just bang on compo to pass.. it's my first time paying so little attention to chinese.

i realise i may not hav enough time to really get a good feel of my Econs Maths and Physics. till now i've not finish revising any of the subjects. they're all halfway stucked... seems like my familiarity towards the 3 subjects are only about 60% of what i should know.. sigh im getting kinda frantic and worried..

for these few entries.. u'll hear me complaining non-stop about my academics. i jus gotta vent! so if it isnt to ur reading pleasure.. well just shooo.. i dont mind =)

wa kaoo kaoo kaooo... pimples bursting out from the surface of my usually-fine face! contributions to it must be due to all the late nights studying and irregular diet habits! but that cant be helped! look how many exclamation marks i've typed since the start of this entry... u can bet that im freaking out ..

i need some fast remedy. someone pls get me a pimple-laser to shoot off the ugly blemishes. i cant face ppl. i look like a black ogre with some red leftover food on my face! it's terrbile i tell u...

i cant believe it's sunday already!! tml's start of promos... im gonna be so dead for the coming two weeks. u can see a zombie in broad daylight.

ayeee.. this blogger site is weird.. the icons are everywhere now. am i the only having this problem???

anyway, skipped sch on fri to sleep more. i felt so deprivated. im almost drained out of my resources.. seriously need to recharge. and here goes --> a more hyped up me and rejuvenated miC!

one night stand with pris and wailun again. wahaha. i realised that he was kinda funny though.. i used to think that he likes to act cool and so i had the misconception that he was a little autistic. lol. i think the session was great, i used up so much time trying to prove trigo identities until i've fallen in LOVE with proving. heh yes! accomplishment righT??

it turned out that im the sort for more sophisticated questions. why? cos i cant understand y 'wave N has a negative phase lead over wave M-- from tys pg 153 ,Q 17' but i can figure out 'When Phua Chu Kang aims his boot at a durian and throws it, the durian dropped. But PCK still managed to hit the durian with his boots. Prove this is true.' Well well well......................

Pris is afraid of spidey and flies! haha. she got jolted when a fly flew to her specs and she looked like she just got spooked! hahah she freaked out man. she's cute

sigh i've got to compile the results for wr and dateline is by tonight! gosh gosh gosh... i really need to rush. i wish i had all the time in the world..........

OFf to doing more impt stuffs now...