he's drunk and i hate it. Fuck.

look at these cupcakes... utterly yummmmmmie!

some pictturress.....

probably no one understands what and how what im feeling right now. becos even if spell it out, u'll tink it's jus some minor problems, but to me, it concerns a whole deal cos im responsible for everything i do. i've tried telling it. apparently nobody seems to wanna listen and ok, for that im gonna act as if nth happened and continue bottling every trouble. i'll appease all of u and not trouble anyone. that should be better , i guess ? at least i wunt know that someone doesnt appreciate me sharing my woes.

it's coming. it's nearing. it's as close as it can get. in no time.

the tenseness in me. yeah not only does my heart gets nervous, my shoulders and back muscles are as tensed from all the muggings.

i tell u , i haven started revising on GP at all. so dead

the weather almost killed me. as if the heat is not bad enough, there's the haze which dries my eyes and makes me feel irritated. i need AIRCON!

im checking the psi at the NEA site every hour. yes im contributing to the site breakdown and im one of the culprits. hahah. it feels like hong kong to me when i look out of my window. yeahh yeahh ... minus the 买东西吃东西...

lemme tell u a secret... shh... it's 16 days to As!

don't doubt. i'm single!

it's four weeks to As . so fast yet so slow. cant wait to get past this hurdle and enjoy mindless freedom!

exam period is bad. it gets me sooo fat. and broke as well. all the coffee bean mugging sessions. hurrrr :(

i wanna have a mugging and sleepover session. girls u're welcome to my hse anytime. hehe.

so fast, we've grad. pre-u life ends jus like that. soon we'll complete As and time will pass seemingly fast and we'll complain we've not enjoyed enough. then enter another realm of competition which is so commonly known as SOCIETY. yea tat's what ppl dread most. but at this stage, i cant wait to earn money. maybe i'll regret later on in life for asking time to go forward. but i've a GOAL now. i wanna grow up and face the challenges! no doubt i'd miss sec sch and junior college days, miss the funny dirty jokes which classmates conjure, miss the shit we get into and how we got reprimanded, miss the times which we delay paying the treasurer for class notes, but i could treasure and cherish what i would have at present. cos living every moment is a joy if u compare ur situation to someone who's much worse off than u. im optimistic , arent u envious ?

though seeing the world with greater magnanimity might put me at some disadvantage, perhaps the grudges which we let go can ease our soul a lil' ,like not fretting who's plotting behind us, worry who's gonna stab me in the back (and wondering if it's retribution?), and trying to gain something from us ? why be bothered ? i find these worries are unduly and it shows tat we're juz guilty cos we probably committted one of those mean acts . its true nice ppl are being ostracized because they cant fit into the social grp, but it doesnt mean they cant do anything about it. just find anothergrp which they can get along well with. isnt tat the same as looking for a suitable bf/gf/wife/husband ?

so much for the long philosophical talking. the bottom line is : we've got to be nice and at the same time one has to adapt to their environment.

p.s this entry is especially for Vi**cent haha

spent today mugging with vincent at coffee bean (westmall). saw kat there and vincent was saying bukit batok and dunearn girls are pretty. *im a dunearnite, mind you* then he quickly added and said, erm but NOT YOU. wth. hurt my feelings. ):

then headed to town to get something. guess what, in less than 45 mins, i saw Lynn Poh, Jonathon Leong and Shan Wee in the respective order at 3 different places. ok actually no big deal. not a fan of theirs.

so sick of this blog skin. so im gonna go default. plain and simple.

so the final+confirmation+it's-a-fact results for prelims are as shown below:
Maths C, Physics E, Econs E.
so terrible. this has got to be the worst results all my life!

crunch time now. full swing revision. there's so much to memorise and 2 weeks of non-sch isnt enough seriously. wassup with teachers lining us up for their consultation slots when we dunt even have time to prepare what we dunt know?? time is certainly not on my side. but it is of the essence! seriously, if only a second could split into 2 secs. it would be gd enough.

im relieved. finally, i have let out the deepest, darkest secret . we'll work towards the ideal, i know.