suddenly this thought came to me: i want to quit school and start working. yea u all adults out there say work involves officepolitics and whatsoever which are so much more stressful than school. yeah i know all that fussy bosses u have to put up with is so unbearable. but be it stress on academics or work , they're still stress righttt? then i thought again, i could slog so hard but it may all come to nought if i just get killed out there by a car accident or be bogged with some terminal disease.

even if we get to live to a ripe old age of 80 plus, why should we learn all these life lessons when eventually life comes to an end? unless u're one who believes in after-life, the deeds u do in ur present life could be considerable to path ur after life. u know,good and nice ppl go heaven while the baddies go to hell. wth.. anyway i think it's kinda ridiculous. well up to u all to assume now.

right now i'd just wanna stay in my sanctuary ( in my dreams ) which i havent visited for a while. wont wednesday just come sooner? i don't wanna know my results however.