reflections. it is important. u may be surprised that i say this when i dun practise what i preach. truth is i do reflect but i still stand by my beliefs and actions cos i am sure of what im doing and since i've done it , i can't regret. in ur eyes i may be wrong. if u judge me as irrational, im fine with it. well everyone is entitled to their opinion right? while i think differently from you, it could be that we are standing at different perspectives and understanding things in different angle. so please, if i do offend u with my persistence and insisting nature, u guys better forgive me. :)
(p.s im not telling this to anyone in particular but just fyi. )

new blogskin. this is meaningful. chose this because , hey i do see light in what i wanna be already. now there are a few considerations. to sign on and join the navy. u guys must be thinking im crazy to do so because there's one month of BMT to fulfil. i have doubts about my ability to endure through it also. but it isn't like i have to complete the 2 years NS right.the next consideration would be to take up manufacturing engineering in UNSW when the new campus starts in 2007. i think there's a career for this in china and aust. well they say the min criteria to get in is CCD. im optimistic abt that.

i thought of my future whilst i was in the train on my way home. silently, i daydreamed abt myself driving my own car, being all independent. then i also saw myself travelling down the streets of australia,dressed in smart office wear, somewhat a career woman. then the conclusion is that , these are the steps for me to achieve my dream of MAKING BIG MONEY.ultimately, what i want is to live a life of luxury and independence. notice that i didn't mention a man? hmmm...