Fun, Laughter, Peace and Joy

2007-11-28T17:00:00.001+08:00

i've moved!

2007-10-03T00:50:00.000+08:00

this is my one true confession. i can't live without internet for a day! i've so much to communicate, so much to see and so much to research on, that if my modem is spoilt or my ISP cuts away my access i'd die out of a panic attack. man. how can i be less reliable on the net? teach me teach me!

blah. whatever it is, im looking at my lect notes which i've just downloaded. seee.... i really cant live without it......... i wish mid term test could be over soon....

2007-09-26T10:25:00.000+08:00

life is good for now but it's nv enough. A retreat would do just fine for me. i can't wait to bask under the sun, wearing my big shades and having a nice martini and getting a nice glow on my body afterwards... imaginating it tempts me even more!

enough said...........i need to get down to my readings ):

2007-09-23T22:49:00.000+08:00

i need a million dollars! too many things to pay for , too little cash...... boo!

its such a relief that there's recess week. i swear im gonna catch up on my readings.

see ya

2007-09-17T01:06:00.000+08:00

schoool work is piling high.

1) europe test covering 5 chapters which i've to read 443 pages within 2 days
2) political sci essay x 2
3) new media project readings
4) econs tutorials
5) jap studies readings
6) econs revision for mid term test

my speed of reading has increased thanks to all the above

2007-09-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

YUM! what's better than having clam chower soup that warms your stomach after going without food for a day ?

today was hell busy.
9am - travelled to NUS for tutorial
2pm -tuition with huiyun
4pm -tuition with wei chung
6.30pm - chris' massage
9.30pm - circuit driving
11.15pm - reach home and took a nice shower
11.35pm - typing this entry
12.oo am (6 sept) - printing out lect notes
1.00 am (6 sept) - trying to slp.

2007-08-30T19:23:00.000+08:00

i feel like a chameleon. i've to adapt to the new environment and mingle with new frens from my tutorial classes. boy am i glad that my tutorial mates are pretty easygoing.... countless people have told me that i resemble someone...... ok lah. i admit i have a common face can? my tutors are pretty fun too. i paid particular attention to my political sci tutor. he's an indian ..... (im trying to be really careful about making racist comments here) but he has no indian accent at all. im sooo amazed ok! i felt bad for stereotyping :( i like my jap tutor too. he keeps nodding his head and being polite... i wonder if we're the students or he is ? after these few weeks i;ve grown closer to xue ying and yifang ... thankfully they are there to go thru thick n thin with me ( haha maybe i exaggerated a lil' :X)

YES im so gonna love school now.

TP is coming up. I got a bad feeling about it. Im not being pessist. but i seriously doubt i can pass on the first attempt. i think the testers really do mark ppl down for nothing and u wunt know when u committed that mistake.... and they distract u by shouting out of the blue.... making u jump hoping that ur leg gets lifted off the clutch and then the engine will stall AND THEN IMMEDIATE FAILURE! boohoo!

2007-08-07T08:18:00.000+08:00

FIC was not bad. esp with natalie beside me she's like the clown of all clowns. we were rather mean. we joked about the acapella singers about how funny their expression were and their very synchronized action with every beat they sing to. den when the balloons came down natalie become balloon-phobic. aw i hope she's feeling better now :)

today's supposed to be rag and flag (flag day) but im gonna give it a miss since i am late and i have to leave early as well. now, theres something i like about uni. autonomy....

singpass site is stupid. i can't log in to confirm my uni payment via cpf. im gonna try once more if i cant get in then im not gonna pay for uni =x

and nigel told me something really gory. he went to a murder scene yday and saw amputated bodies. haha the way he told me that their anthrax and spinal cord came out is so god damn funny. they had to carry the bodies on stretchers with the organs and internal body parts dangling. disgusting but its uber funny. they even poked the spinal back into the body becos the murdered woman's back was actually sliced open. haha like how we cut salmon.. lol...... the best part was the heads were all chopped off and stuffed in washing machines and in rubbish chute. the eyes were hanging by their veins by the time they were found.... nigel was wondering why i could still dare to hold his hands ;p

the power of love! ahha

2007-08-06T08:48:00.000+08:00

uni isnt exactly all that easy. having to bid for modules is one of the toughest thing. like u'd be wondering what if i cant get the module i want and what's my backup plan and will it fit into the timetable i want and if the courses i like have clashes on exam timings. lots lots lots to consider. yeah they say it's to let us decide and have a feel of the decision making and bear the consequences of our decisions. ok fine. i just wanna squeeze my lects and tutorials into 3 days, ok maybe at most 4 days.

i'm waiting for 9 am so that i can enter CORS and start bidding for one last module. i'm going camp at bout 2pm so i can just wear formal for the inauguration ceremony. but it sucks cos it's at 4pm. totally ruined my plannings for the day. i would probably sneak out before the whole thing ends..

urg i feel my teeth has lotsa plague.. floss floss

2007-08-01T00:05:00.000+08:00

excited excited... gonna be at oweek camp soon then next monday is the start of the sch term. i'm gonna be really really kiasu in bidding for modules. i want it all in the morning! attending sch is gonna make my life more enriched. yes, socialize socialize... frens frens frens. the bad thing about sch is, exams.... i so have a phobia towards exams after A levels. other than that, i think sch is pretty nice a place to be in... oh i was thinking if i should join sports club. im nt gonna do sports but i wanna organise! ermmm but the commitment is something which i should seriously consider... hmmm...

i'm thinking of making my spa more well-known.. im raking in good money from my customer and it's a non-stress kinda thing, own time own target.... i love i love. im gonna check out some flyer suppliers, website creators and marketing strategies...... NUS business is gonna regret not taking me up as their student hmmpphh.....

2007-07-13T18:14:00.000+08:00

i'm so glad that high-waist apparels are back in style. i havent really been a fan of hipsters. ok it's becos my hips are naturally big so wearing hipsters aren't really comfortable for me. and the way i'd seen so many girls reveal their ass crack , i swore i wunt wanna wear things like tat cos it just makes me puke... man, i'd seen one ass crack which was so dark and coarse.. obviously she hasn't been taking care of her skin... go for a scrub man!

love high-waists to bits. they take care of ur bulging tummy. they compress it like nothing when u wear a size 24-25. tucks it in really well.....

ok just a random post. i was reading thru magazines and saw most fashion apparels are now talking about jeans and pants which cuts from ur waist...

2007-07-11T13:24:00.000+08:00

tuition was fun.. i tot it'd be awkward at first for he's my first male student.. ok it turned out he was pretty funny.. nt a bit like mmy bro who's impatient and rude. my first spa treatment on my first client .. fun as well ! i luv doing scrub on them. my hand will be equally smooth..

im starting to feel rich ;p

2007-07-07T00:35:00.000+08:00

Happ Birthday Nigel!! we're gonna have our celebration later on ... i'm so gonna surprise him , leave him speechless and make him say that it's his best birthday ever..muahah...

07.07.07... it's said that it is a good day for couples trying to tie the knot cos there's a higher chance of success... yeah yeahh ... why dun't it be a good day for a birthday celebration ? :)

2007-07-05T00:39:00.000+08:00

woohoo... today's my last lesson for my massage course... eileen was scrutinising my hands at work. it's my test today... my poor model , had to lie on the massage bed for 3 whole hrs.. oh and did i not mention , my model was my mom. she was complaining 3 hrs was too long and she got restless.. but i think i'm pretty good as well since i made her fell aslp and she sensed no tickle..

right after my test bg called and said i'd done prett well.. but i duno my grade yet. din feel like asking. but i tot i just screwed up the QnA part.. nontheless , things are going to go better for me i know... eileen's been really really great.. i can't stress enough on that.. she helped me with the products , gave me free stuffs and thru out the lessons she wasn't calculative at all.. yes and i'm on my way to being an entrepreneur! do i smell the word SME ?

i would miss her place... afterall , her spa makes me feel really sleepy everytime i do a massage.. imagine , the soothing music , the nice warm lights , the aromatic smell of the lavender , the smooth touches on my model's body and the slow ways of stroking my models... omg it almost sounded like some sexual language..

i'm surprised i blogged two entries in a day :)

2007-07-04T10:23:00.000+08:00

it's been awhile since i updated. haha as usual , i'll go MIA for some time before coming back again. as a result haven't got a lot of readers but well , it's just an avenue for me to say whatever crap i want..

past few weeks we've been having s62 gatherings.. it's the same old ppl who turned up...the guys have POP-ed! the guys were talking so much about ns that meiyi and i were left clueless .. probably sitting there pretending to understand but the most exciting part which got me enthralled was when they talked about their experience with supernatural beings...

i had fun with my massage models as well... haha i touched them here and there and occassionally makign them feel ticklish... the most satisfying part was when i did the facial for them... now i really believe in products that work.. i used to think they were so commercialised that none of them could be trusted... and products are really value for money.. everytime i washed their faces , there was an immediate radiant and totally purified face after using the products... now i'm a fan of PHYTOMER!

i'd also redo my place for my home based spa... i'm so excited... i just got my first customer and she's gonna do a package with me... life's getting better everyday ....

till then , i'll blog again ... be patient ....

2007-06-08T11:44:00.000+08:00

i'm still jobless but im returning to galmon to help out with the moving of the company. kinda excited to see my colleagues again. esp the younger and newer ones there. haha. gossip in the conference room was nv enough. we have zhixian holding all the 'meetings' and they were all about the ah lian accountant and the 'last king' . so im gonna be back to help out tmr... yay...

my massage course went well and i was thinking if i should invest in a massage bed. heh. i'm gonna be a freelance spa therapist. eileen , my trainer , is gonna teach me more on body wraps , scrubs and slimming massage techniques. HAHA get me some customers and u will get a commission. HAHAHA.

my tuition girl gave me the best news of all. being 3rd in her level , im so proud of her. so i took her out for some fun time yst. she shopped and just like me , we like to look for cheap and good stuffs. haha she was so satisfied at the items she got. and it made me happy as well.. but i felt like a mother to her when i brought her out. haha. she's like so tiny and short . people who saw me mistook me for her real mom!

i'd appealed for ntu's biz. i know the chance is slim , yeah but i juz wanna try :P

2007-05-14T15:19:00.000+08:00

relief teaching is a breeze now. ever since exams are over , no rush rush , no bargaining with teachers for extra time. now i'm on ad-hoc basis. life is even easier. go in to class and i say ' free -time '. ok and since i got nothing to do , im earning my money while staring into blank space. a pity i can't teach my p5 class anymore. otherwise i could get HIGH juz by dealing with the three noisy/notorious/naughty kids. and so coincidentally they are the three Ks , kenneth kelvin and kumar. but kumar is by far nicest naughtiest kid. haha. oxymoron there.

this may be my last week for relief teaching. if i'm wanted, then it could stretch till end of next week. i certainly hope they'd want me for the week before term ends. i would be severely bored if there's no work. im kinda hook onto working. but anws , no work means no money. so dun come tell me i'm loaded cos my funds deplete pretty quickly.

moreover, i've gotta pay for my upcoming massage course! i'm so excited about it cos my trainer's hse is a home spa and im so inspired to have my own too.

i've been taking my time to reply nus... lazzzzzzyyyyyy....

2007-05-08T11:23:00.000+08:00

interested to know what courses i;ve been offered? first i've got nus fass and next , ntu's environmental engine. truth is i'm not put off by these two courses. come to think of it , probably the best among the best would be edging one another out for their honours in business or accountancy. i can tell u i'd probably be one of the last few in the ranking system. Superficially , nus fass seems like a dumping ground but heck there are a variety of sectors which i can be employed into. what matters is my employability! and what's best is that it is a 3 year course. HAHA so i can be joining the work force when i'm like 21 years old ? heh pretty young huh

but environmental engine is tempting me too. with all the issues about recycling waste , cleaning up pollution and restoring Earth ... blah blah blah .. I'm sure there'll be a day when environmental engineers will be highly demanded....
however , it's a 4 year course and my physics is gonna bring me some problem so nah , im probably opting fass instead.

NUS here i come!

2007-05-02T00:13:00.000+08:00

yup i've just got my tiff n co. bracelet! love it to bits and i'm addicted to it. im probably gonna check out more of their products and splurge my savings on it.. call me silly , call me a fool.... whatever... (=

and it was so much fun re-doing nigel's bedroom with him. went ikea shopping and then bought stuffs which looked cheap but after my improvisations it suited his room really well! call me a designer ! i was thinking i could go into interior designing line if one day i am out of job. heh. and today was shopping at town and central. went orchard then to suntec then to sim lim. first to get my bag then to get his speakers. wad a techie.

we had early dinner at carl's junior. spent 20 odd on it. man. and we were bloated....

nigel savouring his burger... like a tamed rabbit

we also grabbed a few clothes whilst shopping. FOX is the new brand im gonna love. ok not like it's branded or something but i think their clothes suit my physique perfectly and there was a good bargain today!

all in all , today was truly shopping madness

2007-04-28T01:28:00.000+08:00

currently , i've been accepted by NUS arts and social science. i'm a teeny eeny weeny bit disappointed that i didnt get into their biz , but i've kinda expected it. since many said that nus biz is tough to get in. maybe i should be happy with ARTS so that i could get my first class honours more easily. ahha wad a brag right . lol in anycase , i still can't wait for NTU's reply!! come come come!!

2007-04-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

im soo jealous of those who got their posting results. gosh i can't wait for mine!! jazreel and kiat ju have gotten theirs while i always seem like the last to see my results. man this anticipation is gonna kill me. NUS/NTU hurry send me your letter soon!!!!

2007-04-21T21:36:00.000+08:00

attending school just makes the week goes by more quickly.. in a blink of an eye it's the weekend again ... i can't wait for school holidays . then i can take a break again. my throat almost feels like sandpaper rubbing against it . and i bought a whole box of nin jiom sweeets to soothe it but it didn't help much. now i know why teachers always go on leave , giving the reason / excuse that they have a sore throat . i know now , it's damn easy to get a bad throat ..... tonsils easily inflamed too.

and i just permed my hair. no more straight hair / flat hair. now it's super volumed! and i love it.

2007-04-12T07:50:00.000+08:00

and finally a change of blogskin after 2325646872 years ... still i prefer blogspot... :)

2007-04-12T07:30:00.000+08:00

it's satisfying to see my students being able to complete their assignments with less or no difficulties at all. of cos this is part of what teachers TAKE from students but as the VP says , Teachers GIVE most of the time and seldom TAKE. true true true... Boy am i glad that my timetable's gonna be short today. no more sitting in for English Lessons. but I hate Tuesdays cos i've to teach for 5 hrs. bleah. my throat's gonna swell

another good news, i've passed final , now moving on to practical.... class 3 here i come!

2007-04-10T08:30:00.000+08:00

I was pretty much on my own during my first day in sch. the teacher on maternity leaeve did not leave behind instructions and so i had to ask around. about lesson planning and where to get worksheets and how the school building / structure is like , i still have no idea......but the teachers there were friendly and funny. fierce during lessons but came back into office and chat non-stop about how their babies fell down and went missing fom the bed. haha. hilarious. den i saw Xinyi's bro as an RT too and he looked at me like he only found me familiar...

the students were ok. pretty engaged in the lessons and they were really active! ok active in lessons is one thing but man i had problems toning them down. haha. im gonna learn more on how to deal with this. thankfully they're gonna start their exams at end of April after which i should be doing invigilating and after that post exam activities! cool. haha. Can't wait for that......

2007-04-09T08:29:00.000+08:00

so i've quit my last job and im doing relief teaching now. well the working hrs are good , just four hrs a day and the pay is pretty ok , enough for me to maintain myself. other than that , my night hours are dedicated to three tutees ... my final theory test is coming up in the next two days , i cant wait cos bbdc's slots are always so booked. i wanna have my tp test soon!

and so most of the class guys are enlisting today. bon voyage!! sail to tekong and come back soon in one piece. mb , vincent , edmond and i had our last round of mahjong at joshua;s hse. ok he was a fren whom i intro to them. and his mom picked us up with a lexus , and vincent went saying , I HAVE NV TAKEN A RIDE IN LEXUS BEFORE. ahhaha . wat a classmate i've got. so i was the overall winner of mahjong , winning only $2.80.... wth right

u can tell how much edmond remembers mr chu , and mb and vincent wanting to get a shot with the damn nice scenery from joshua's hse. finally a group photo , but damn why did mb shut his eyes....spoiled the picture.

i cant wait to know the posting results ..... NUS is my dream and it's nearer (less tpt fees) ... com'on let me get into there....... u know how much i want it...

2007-03-11T22:03:00.000+08:00

so u havent been hearing from me these few days , now here's the update :

for peeps who're keen on how i've done for As , heres my results. i've got A A D b3 for the following subjects respectively , econs , maths , physics and GP. boy am i glad that i've got two As. havent really been expecting an A for econs but neither did i expect a D for physics :( i wonder wad's wrong. but its ok ... i'll try to get my ass in NUS's biz ad. yahh.. they're famous for their hot girls. im bringing the market down if i get posted there but who cares...... i juz wanna quickly get a degree. not hoping too much for honours...

other than that , life's been pretty much occupied by work. yes ,it's still work. so i've more or less come to a decision , that im ending my contract here in advance , to take a break then find a job which requires different responsibilities.

every other outing with edrea is fun. she always goes to high end shops and each time she visits, she doesnt leave the shops empty handed. MAN, i just wanna be like her. haha. this time we went tiff n co. yes and she bought her favourite bracelet and she's probably gonna go back there to get her bean necklace. yup its pretty cute. and when i was there, i'd also fallen in love with the locket series bracelets..... edrea , u're a bad influence to me!

and thats probably why im leaving this job , in search of a higher paid one! yes dunt u think we all need to pursue more as we go higher up ?

2007-03-02T00:32:00.000+08:00

so the day is finally here. it's results time! yah kinda hard to face it. time is passing too quickly. now i understand why we age fast when we start working. so results , i pray......... and bet with coach. if i have triple As , im gonna treat him to A-grade dinner. he must be wanting some dinner at fullerton la!

den first driving lesson on sat. yes im lookin forward to it. yah im gonna drift , skid , run at 150km/hr and speed past TPs!

2007-02-18T01:29:00.000+08:00

happenings for the past days :

Vday :

he came over and prepared a beautiful ambience in my room for 'candlelit dinner' . haha really budget. but it was special. and the meal was extremely delicious. (:

got me a tigger bolster so tat i wunt have to snatch it from him again!

work :

im becoming fat with all the chocolate tat someone buys for me. everyday without fail , a pack of chocolates. guess my weight now!

CNY :

happiest time of the year. MONEY MONEY & more MONEY! and feb is the shortest month of the year so i cant wait for pay too!

I decided that i wanna have a change of job, i wanna go into the banking industry. i hope i get the job at the bank

2007-01-27T22:10:00.000+08:00

im not really sure wad he's mad about but in any case i'll just offer my apologies. i hope he sees this. it's a difficult time for me now.

work has been great. i could be doing accounts in office soon and im just so eager to learn! yeah i wanna have as much experience as possible.

in addition, ive started my long term investment plans and im hoping to earn 2 to 3k. i wanna be financially free before 40!

2007-01-15T01:42:00.000+08:00

givin it up for you says:wad's the name of the girl from goong
Vincent- says:Mrs Vincent
LeeVincent- says:TO BE
givin it up for you says:haha kns
givin it up for you says:go n die la
givin it up for you says:ahha
Vincent- says:y?
Vincent- says:i not good enuff?
givin it up for you says:no its just tat u dun even hav the chance to meet her
givin it up for you says:aha
Vincent- says:met her on tv b4 wad

he makes so wanna kill him

2007-01-10T22:47:00.000+08:00

my tuition girl is just too cute. it was supposed to be read as HORROR movie, and she read HORRIBLE movie. too cute that i don't bear to scold her for being playful . how nice can she get. she even wants to pay me for tuition (though only 20 cents). soo sweet.

i cant seem to have enough $ for myself despite the regular job im holding. so much i wanna buy.
i wanna get altec lansing speakers , an 1 gb ram for my com , and the usual thing which most girls wants , CLOTHES!! clothes to doll me up for relatives to see. and it's always the time of the year where they comment about how much weight u've lost/gained or how pretty u've become or ask if u have a bf. but who cares , as long as i get my angbaos den these questions would be worth answering. (:

i'm in a dilemma. i hate to be greedy but whoever triumphed over greeed please teach me!

2007-01-07T23:28:00.000+08:00

outing with vincent at town. ya we had loads fun talking about driving for we're gonna get our license!! but well he's getting his first. and im gonna try damn hard to pass everything at the first attempt. so we talked about our jobs. fun fun. den met up with hui to send her home from her work. but she's jobless now. poor thing. wish her lucks with finding the new job. hope urs is as CRAZY AND FUNNY as mine!!

and i blew some money on an American Eagle polo top and a MNG tube top. how could i resist when there was sales everywhere???!

randomly, i love my nails now.

2007-01-02T21:46:00.000+08:00

birthday was spent at goodwood park hotel's thai village with family. then to town to meet up with frens and finally to harry's bar. it seemed so quick for a day to past but i waited long for it to arrive.

thanks to all who remembered my bday and not forgetting while celebrating the countdown.

for this birthday i got myself a pda phone and mom got me a new digi cam. im so pleased! and someone special has been so forgiving and understanding all this while i can't forget to thank him. i may have been so mischievious , stubborn , irritating and all but u still gave in. that was my greatest gift this year.

in 2007 :
- im gonna get my driving license
- drive nigel's car when he get his too.
- work hard till the end of may for the job contract
- start a financial plan which will make me save for 10 years
- aim to get into NUS
- lose weight and slim down (which has been a resolution every year!)

and thankfully i've got no sch tmr.

2006-12-25T21:21:00.000+08:00

xmas was less exciting this year. dined at fish n co glasshouse and it was compulsory to take up the set meal which costs 25++ per pax. and it's only 3 course meal. sucky. wasted my dollars.

went Fashion Bar with nigel and his frens. i liked it that the whole place was cushioned but we left cos the ppl were a bit boring. haha. then headed home before the crowd starts spraying snow spray all over

after xmas. it's time for new year. and it means my b-day is sooo near. EVERYONE MUST PREPARE A PRESENT FOR ME OK. just 6 more days!

2006-12-14T19:28:00.000+08:00

having been stucked in office isnt that nice. i missed the sweaty days in school. innova is like damn huge while compared to the office , the space is peanuts. i could run around in ijc but in office every turn i make i could bump into someone. oh and that explains why im starting to get fatter. the lack of exercise is making me sick. im really sick. having a bad sorethroat and having to stay in the dry air is making it worse.

i bet you guys must be anxious to know if i feel sore about not being in top 5 of project glam. ahha truthfully which girl wouldnt be? haha. but anyways i know my strengths and i'd already predicted it. so sore for what? but, it's fun doing the catwalk. the stage is kinda lousy la. and the crowd is kinda dead. haha we're like fools talking to ourselves. anyways i waiting for the pics so u guys/girls be patient to look at hunks/babes. (:

2006-12-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

prom

2006-11-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

heys, sun-loving day. though it was rainy but it was pretty fun though. ok met a new friend sharlene (edrea's friend) and thought she was pretty ok a person. haha.

anyways, today was spent at the palawan beach Bora Bora pub. at first we got our peach margarita and tanned at the beach. then the staff from bora bora became soo hospitable tat they let us play pool with them for FREE! then they were all eager to show us card tricks. haha like so funny, edrea and i were like trying to figure out what's the trick behind it. oh yah they even wanted to go vivocity with us. haha. i swear i'll go back there everytime im at palawan. hehe.

2006-11-23T02:19:00.000+08:00

skyscraper? or a piece of paper ?

i like. soo artistic. hehe

2006-11-23T01:37:00.000+08:00

bbq cum steamboat at my place.
fun with pictionary. wilson n kat.
pris havin the greatest fun of all. even with a portrait of her.
icon lips. guess who.
she likes to act handicapped.

2006-11-17T00:17:00.000+08:00

so As is over and im not gonna think abt results until next March.

FUN. PROM.WORK. DRIVING.

all to be accomplished within this vacation.

shopped with hui and joce today. bought many stuffs to GROOM myself. im gonna pamper myself so well and reward myself duly. haha. but my feet is suffering from blisters . we walked in heels for 6 hrs. imagined the amt of calories burnt!

i wanna lose weight! prompressure. hahaha. hui joce and i are really determined this time! guys out there better check us out on 5th dec!

i just did my nails. i lurve it. FRENCH NAILS lehhhh.

gonna hit the gym tmr to keep really fit. gotta tone those flabs to fab. so long, guys! gonna retreat to my slumber to forget the hunger.

2006-11-14T19:11:00.000+08:00

excited abt tmr! it's almost the end of As. yeah at first i thought it takes such a long time to end but now i think it's too fast! haha ok thats me. kuku right.

i cant wait for outings! a date with hui and joce. yeah we're gonna doll up nice. haha haven wore pretty clothings in like a millenia! hui and i wanna get stick on manicure. im gonna be really different this time. be prepared to see the vain side of me man. haha im not the usual masculine mic anymore!

end of As. end of As. end of As. i cant stop chanting this. muahahah.

2006-11-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

so many late nights. joce came over and we studied from 12 am till near 7 am in the morn. then we slept ( at different places). and resumed studying again from 12 till 6 pm today.

i admit, im freakin stressed out. like what joce says, when we dream we cant even tell if it's reality or dream. i seem to have this split personality kind-of-thing acting up in me. it makes me so weary and hungry.. i felt like i could eat a whole hippo.

i dunt wanna hallucinate. it's scary.

physics paper 1 and 2 tmr. 3 days is hard to endure......

2006-11-07T20:34:00.000+08:00

2006-11-07T18:47:00.000+08:00

my friends and i are just so spastic. can u believe we did this early 6 am at airport?

2006-11-04T01:47:00.000+08:00

oooh fabulous treats. my late halloween trick or treats. haha.

guilty food. but nvm, i feel so pampered!

2006-11-02T13:25:00.000+08:00

it's time to chuck away GP notes! so glad it ended though im really sceptical about my results. but what's over is over. 3 more subjects/ 8 more papers to go. im workin friggin hard for it. so no glooming about what's bad. im looking forward to going changi airport with dear prissy poo to mug till morning .. then receive an old friend who's coming back to sg. muahahah. good good. at the same time i missed Mary Browns. hmm yumm yumm yumm..

ack with human rights, freedom.. blah blah blah.

i just wanna be FREE from exams.

2006-10-27T22:28:00.000+08:00

he's drunk and i hate it. Fuck.

2006-10-26T18:26:00.000+08:00

look at these cupcakes... utterly yummmmmmie!

2006-10-24T16:14:00.000+08:00

some pictturress.....

2006-10-22T00:20:00.000+08:00

probably no one understands what and how what im feeling right now. becos even if spell it out, u'll tink it's jus some minor problems, but to me, it concerns a whole deal cos im responsible for everything i do. i've tried telling it. apparently nobody seems to wanna listen and ok, for that im gonna act as if nth happened and continue bottling every trouble. i'll appease all of u and not trouble anyone. that should be better , i guess ? at least i wunt know that someone doesnt appreciate me sharing my woes.

2006-10-19T01:22:00.000+08:00

it's coming. it's nearing. it's as close as it can get. in no time.

the tenseness in me. yeah not only does my heart gets nervous, my shoulders and back muscles are as tensed from all the muggings.

i tell u , i haven started revising on GP at all. so dead

2006-10-17T11:14:00.000+08:00

the weather almost killed me. as if the heat is not bad enough, there's the haze which dries my eyes and makes me feel irritated. i need AIRCON!

im checking the psi at the NEA site every hour. yes im contributing to the site breakdown and im one of the culprits. hahah. it feels like hong kong to me when i look out of my window. yeahh yeahh ... minus the 买东西吃东西...

lemme tell u a secret... shh... it's 16 days to As!

2006-10-16T23:52:00.000+08:00

don't doubt. i'm single!

2006-10-15T21:51:00.000+08:00

it's four weeks to As . so fast yet so slow. cant wait to get past this hurdle and enjoy mindless freedom!

exam period is bad. it gets me sooo fat. and broke as well. all the coffee bean mugging sessions. hurrrr :(

i wanna have a mugging and sleepover session. girls u're welcome to my hse anytime. hehe.

2006-10-15T01:14:00.000+08:00

so fast, we've grad. pre-u life ends jus like that. soon we'll complete As and time will pass seemingly fast and we'll complain we've not enjoyed enough. then enter another realm of competition which is so commonly known as SOCIETY. yea tat's what ppl dread most. but at this stage, i cant wait to earn money. maybe i'll regret later on in life for asking time to go forward. but i've a GOAL now. i wanna grow up and face the challenges! no doubt i'd miss sec sch and junior college days, miss the funny dirty jokes which classmates conjure, miss the shit we get into and how we got reprimanded, miss the times which we delay paying the treasurer for class notes, but i could treasure and cherish what i would have at present. cos living every moment is a joy if u compare ur situation to someone who's much worse off than u. im optimistic , arent u envious ?

though seeing the world with greater magnanimity might put me at some disadvantage, perhaps the grudges which we let go can ease our soul a lil' ,like not fretting who's plotting behind us, worry who's gonna stab me in the back (and wondering if it's retribution?), and trying to gain something from us ? why be bothered ? i find these worries are unduly and it shows tat we're juz guilty cos we probably committted one of those mean acts . its true nice ppl are being ostracized because they cant fit into the social grp, but it doesnt mean they cant do anything about it. just find anothergrp which they can get along well with. isnt tat the same as looking for a suitable bf/gf/wife/husband ?

so much for the long philosophical talking. the bottom line is : we've got to be nice and at the same time one has to adapt to their environment.

p.s this entry is especially for Vi**cent haha

2006-10-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

spent today mugging with vincent at coffee bean (westmall). saw kat there and vincent was saying bukit batok and dunearn girls are pretty. *im a dunearnite, mind you* then he quickly added and said, erm but NOT YOU. wth. hurt my feelings. ):

then headed to town to get something. guess what, in less than 45 mins, i saw Lynn Poh, Jonathon Leong and Shan Wee in the respective order at 3 different places. ok actually no big deal. not a fan of theirs.

2006-10-03T23:35:00.000+08:00

so sick of this blog skin. so im gonna go default. plain and simple.

so the final+confirmation+it's-a-fact results for prelims are as shown below:
Maths C, Physics E, Econs E.
so terrible. this has got to be the worst results all my life!

crunch time now. full swing revision. there's so much to memorise and 2 weeks of non-sch isnt enough seriously. wassup with teachers lining us up for their consultation slots when we dunt even have time to prepare what we dunt know?? time is certainly not on my side. but it is of the essence! seriously, if only a second could split into 2 secs. it would be gd enough.

im relieved. finally, i have let out the deepest, darkest secret . we'll work towards the ideal, i know.

2006-09-09T02:50:00.000+08:00

KK says:
hmmm. i'm doing law in nus

mic says:
is it challenging

KK says:
haha. are u joking.. challenging is an understatement.

KK says:
law has always been known for being damn tough too.

KK says:
most of the time i dunno wad's the damn judge trying to say..

mic says:
so.. it's late what u doing

KK says:
oh. i juz came back.

KK says:
haha.. when u're in uni, hall and stuff. nuthing's late.

KK says:
started studying only at 12 last nite. and slept at 4

mic says:
what cca are u in

KK says:
hmmm.. i'm under nus student union bizcom... law pro bono club, golf club, pool training club. in hall also. so probably gonna haf more activities coming up.

KK says:
i guess how much work u put in is how much result u're gonna get

woo... inspirational quote. (:

2006-09-09T00:59:00.000+08:00

i hate bloated stomach. its the usual period. makes me sleepy and all. uncomfortable.

i was looking through some govt jobs and i think i have set my path right. i may be taking up a job in the police force. well the pay isnt really high but enough to lead a stable life. it feels gd to find something which motivates me to study. even my dearest is gonna take up the SAT test and to get into a local U. so why can't i ? im morally boosted to work hard for prelims and A levels. though prelims starts in 2 days.. hurrhurr. no pain no gain. im gonna sweat my way thru this last race for the better of my future!

so now's the time to catch up and revise. way to go!

2006-09-06T01:30:00.000+08:00

it must have been the study blues. a fren of mine could study so hard that he said significant figure instead of significance level. then we were discussing about population mean. then he jus a while later, he said he wanted to go popular and wanted to ask me for Popular card. guess what he asked: " Do you have population card?" the funny thing was he didnt even notice what he blurted. my gdness. ;)

my backache is getting mroe severe as i study more. u see, i have to bend my neck and read and practice for long hours. my neck is longer than any average person. so it strains not only my neck but also the back. btw pls do not think tat i look like some girraffe freak. it's just tat my shoulders are a bit slopping, coupled with my slightly longer neck which makes it look longer than average.

mlg countdown says 57 days. gosh less than 2 mths. i cant wait till im freed. 6 mths of holidays awaits me. (:

2006-08-26T10:15:00.000+08:00

catching-up session with gfs yday. so everybody had their stories to tell. their stories are all about their bgrs. ;( i have no bf to speak off! hurr. we had gd yummi-licious food yday. the best part was the cakes at the Red Lounge. ok i call it the coka cola cabin.

i presumed pretty ladies get better treatment? look! the cakes are much more nicely decorated than when i went without dressing up. hmm...

btw, sem got tricked. she thought i was attached. sem, u're punked! ahha

2006-08-19T11:49:00.000+08:00

only today when i did my personal accounts then i realised i'd spent 100 odd bucks within 2 weeks. and that's excluding shopping. my money was spent on food and the birthday presents for the FOUR birthday kids this month. urg urg!! i seriously need to starve already. no more family feast, sakae buffet or whatsoever. water water water!!

ok i've been studying econs for the past 2 hrs. i'm STUDYING not READING ok. so bored now. my classmates are all going for the econs talk at nus. i chose not to go cos 8 bucks is not cheap! i would steal some notes from them after the talk. tat's a smarter way eh. i bet if i went i wouldnt have paid attention to the lecturers too. haha.

ok back to revision now.

2006-08-18T23:12:00.000+08:00

i wanna give up.

i know i speak without thinking.

im sorry if i said hurtful words.

i wanna go away.

2006-08-18T21:19:00.000+08:00

it was outing with ph today. not bad, at least we catched up a little. was supposed to stay out longer with em but xiaohui and vincent were waiting for me to get prezzie for edmond so i had to leave. ):

but we photo-ed!

it was difficult to get edmond's prezzie! first we need to consider everybody's financial situation. then we had think of what style suits him and wad's available in store. we shopped till we were hungry and we went kfc to have our FAMILY FEAST. ok vincent xiaohui and i are one happy family. one Husband and two Wives. haha. then nigel came halfway and we walked around taka for awhile before heading to far east. we finally saw this nike bag which was rather plain and we think it suits edmond the most. so we bought it at no hesitation!! haha. finally finally finally. we were all dead tired. though we're tired it WAS WORTH IT. (waikim's pet phrase) ahha

2006-08-17T17:06:00.000+08:00

im in a crisis. i cant stop thinking about how i'd lose out to everyone in every single matter. call me a perfectionist. call me.. whatever. i've an inferiority complex. i cant help it. i've tried so much to change it. i cant correct this mindset as much as i want to. yea i act all gay cheery and bubbly. im jus gonna disguise it all.

i realised, it really doesnt pay to be nice to be everyone. i wonder often who's gonna be there for me when i need help? shove me aside when gd things happen. rope me in when there're bad things. who gives the most ? i dun like being taken advantaged of. i think the male gender has more of loyalty to speak of. girls? bitching around is all we know. quit it.

things haven been going rather smooth for me. take yesterday, i'd stained my skirt. thanks to sem she helped me with the mess. i'd wanted to leave sch without taking GP mock but i stayed in the end. i shouldnt have stayed. it was as good as not doing it. i didnt know what the ack i was writing thoughout in all my essay and answers.

cant wait for things to get better.....

2006-08-13T01:27:00.000+08:00

jus out of the blue, i'd thought of the ideal house to own. den it led me to think about high class living. then... i'm proud to show you, what high class living is all about. it's The Sail Hotel. man, u gotta appreciate my taste for such stuff. burj al arab built on the sea. i think it's one of the most magnificent structure ever on earth!

somebody please bring me to dubai! i'd do anything, i'll even die to go!

2006-08-06T00:51:00.000+08:00

had a night at meritus mandarin's mezebar celebrating jeriel's bday! haha it was like their first time drinking in a bar. ahha noobs! lol but everyone goes thru this phase haha so.. u guys have learnt something! vincent was spoiler thou, we wanted to go for more drinks but he had to be home cos he was tired. wa lau, we could have much more fun if we drank! it was fun cos i get to hear guys' dirty talk from the HORSE'S mouth! haha.

drinking is gd. stress relieving. nope im not addicted. drinking preps me up for the upcoming struggle in sch. way to go!

2006-07-20T22:07:00.000+08:00

if u didnt mean what u say, why say it in the first place. if u meant it as a joke, u're being so insensitive. my words are jinx i know. so be it right. fine. u'll hear less of me from now on.

ppl if u are looking for me, don't bother. i'm isolating myself.

mia.

2006-07-16T22:15:00.000+08:00

seriously,frankly,truthfully,honestly......... i don't feel like touching any school materials at all. i am still demoralised after the lousy results of prelims 1. thought i didnt exactly studied damn hard for it, i still felt i should have performed. i really hate studying at this point in time. darn.

i havent spent time with mommy for a while, so today i initiated to go out for dinner together. both of us had a lot to talk about. it was a well spent evening. (:

2006-07-13T23:19:00.001+08:00

i hope this gets over soon. everybody's drained of their soul. i see their dark eye rings + heavy eye bags + bad breathe. all due to slpless nights. i wish i could do more. sat's the cremation.

sicne i cam back from bangkok i;ve been craving for thai food. tom yum goong , phad thai , pineapple rice , roadside stalls that sells all the fried food i can ever find. not to mention i had A&W's too. betcha ppl are jealous u have not eaten A&W's for years. arh, ok random.

2006-07-13T23:19:00.000+08:00

2006-07-11T21:33:00.000+08:00

yet another death. too sudden. weeps. regrets.

condolences to THE family. i wish all of you could hang in there. time is the best heal for now.

2006-07-09T23:32:00.000+08:00

Milo Youth Cup Championshipps. Fourth.

2006-07-01T03:46:00.001+08:00

prelims 1 is over but my gut feeling tells me i've not done up to expectations. sigh. there goes a month of hardwork.

but it's alright. there's time to work hard and time to play. later i'll be heading to sentosa cos i haven been there in donkey years. im gonna get a tan and i pray thr weather will be fine and good. to add on, monday is youth day holidays. shiok shiok shiok.

youth cup is over too. we managed to clinch the fourth position. though we lost to qian xi, but we pu up a gd fight at the last quarter and caught up with them by more than 10 points. we got in 3 3-pointers within 5 mins. how cool is that. but coach says the prize could be a tin of milo, milo t shirt and a medal. like wth, milo supply for a month? somemore there's no cash prize. so sad. on a brighter note, coach's gonna get sponsors to treat us to a meal. nice nice eating yum yum. it will be my last match for bball tournaments and i've gotta focus on more important things in life. i'll miss LENG KEE.!

2006-07-01T03:46:00.000+08:00

2006-06-20T10:20:00.000+08:00

http://chezshopping.tripod.com

2006-06-07T12:47:00.000+08:00

life's been pretty much a routine. wad else can i blog about other than saying how difficult this math question is and how brain cracking that physics question is?

nolifenolife.
booksbooksnotesnotes.
paperspaperspapers.
tiredtired.
coffeecoffee.
deadeadeadeadeadeadead.

2006-06-03T22:35:00.000+08:00

Announcements:

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2006-06-03T22:02:00.000+08:00

so much for unluckiness. things are going better already.

lucky events
1. sold my printer and adidas shoe. uncluttered my space!
2. fixed up my zen micro and thank good ness, the next day was the expiry date of the warrantee. (credits to nigel for helping me send it down for servicing! )

before after
haha i've lost weight. keke

2006-05-25T20:50:00.001+08:00

the most unlucky day in year 2006 so far

u must be dying to know what exactly happened to me. well then i'll satisfy ur interest

right in the morning, during pe, all was well and fine when we played hockey. yea.. roll the balls, whack the stick.. ram into walls. well pretty minor. then i chase after the stupid darned round hard hockey ball. alas, the ball hit the wall, rebounded and i couldnt hop up in time to shun it and i think i landed too early, with my feet right on top of that hockey ball. tell me how do i act like a clown, trying to balance on that ball with my feet? hurhur. to add on to it, my lousy ankle, loose from previous injuries made it easier for me to sprain it. there, im a bai ka.

the second incident: i was about to go off. somehow, my bag just got stucked onto the chair and i didnt know. so i tugged and tried to walk away. so the chair got lifted up and very very very accurately, the leg of the chair poked into my shoe. it was the left shoe, the ankle that i sprained was my left ankle. the abrasion and the poking made the injury worse!

how suay can i get?

2006-05-25T20:50:00.000+08:00

the most unlucky day in year 2006 so far

u must be dying to know what exactly happened to me. well then i'll satisfy ur voyeurism.

right in the morning, during pe, all was well and fine when we played hockey. yea.. roll the balls, whack the stick.. ram into walls. well pretty minor. then i chase after the stupid darned round hard hockey ball. alas, the ball hit the wall, rebounded and i couldnt hop up in time to shun it and i think i landed too early, with my feet right on top of that hockey ball. tell me how do i act like a clown, trying to balance on that ball with my feet? hurhur. to add on to it, my lousy ankle, loose from previous injuries made it easier for me to sprain it. there, im a bai ka.

the second incident: i was about to go off. somehow, my bag just got stucked onto the chair and i didnt know. so i tugged and tried to walk away. so the chair got lifted up and very very very accurately, the leg of the chair poked into my shoe. it was the left shoe, the ankle that i sprained was my left ankle. the abrasion and the poking made the injury worse!

how suay can i get?

2006-05-19T15:20:00.000+08:00

the class of s62 watched da vinci code yday. it was not bad though critics rated it 3/5. really. watch it. i love the twists and discoveries. all the manipulation was kinda cool. haha okay that's all im gonna say cos i wunt wanna spoil the show for those whu hasnt watched it yet. it was funny how we discussed abt the show when i went home with the guy and then suddenly this ang-moh came into the carriage and vincent said he saw silas look alike. wth. haha. then the guys all talked abt how mr goh should come up with his codes cos he's superstitious. moreover he 'deciphered' to us that light doesnt travel in a straight line during math class yday.

the next movie im gonna catch is poseidon. and so we call it the 'Poisson' movie.

2006-05-15T01:45:00.000+08:00

i slept away 3/4 of the day. tuition was boring today. urg. just couldnt listen to what he was saying and he had to repeat 5 times before i could register. my incompetency. anyways after tuition i went to nap again. till dinner time. thought it was mothers day, i was quite apologetic that i din do much for mom. only thing i did was to accompany her to eat. sigh. bad girl i am.

after dinner was 9 pm and i slacked and idled till 12 plus den only i stopped procrastinating and dugged out my half done econs essays and tried to complete it. phew phew. now's 1.53 am and finally i've completed the pile of hw for the hols. so glad. amazing feat. (:

no sch for me tml. im sparred from that monday blues! cos i gotta go for my leg/feet checkup at TTSH. so my friend told me i'd be sickly this year. im so curious to hear what the doc would say abt my darned feet. the last time i was diagnosed with the fuschiatis symptom. like wth, what's that. everytime i run for more than half an hour i'd get that bump or swell at the side of my feet and veins which seem like they're gonna burst any moment. then these few days my ankle seemed to be locked and it always feels like i've just sprained it. so it makes absolute sense for me to skip school tml and see the specialist for the explanation of it. please don say im trying to pon school to get away from whatsoever events or lesson alright?

2006-05-14T02:16:00.000+08:00

you know .. studying in the wee hours of the day can be so tiring. i pluck my hair.. dig my nose.. do stuffs which u cant imagine. three full length econs essay to complete... one gp essay to research on. some math and phy to complete. manman man!! i want my hols to be really hols. hais. u see the aftermath of completing these work below.

2006-05-14T01:50:00.000+08:00

im eating my fav roti john! yum yum.

what a spread. i can finish that all. u must be surprised!

i really finished them all!! sipping up my last bit of banana milkshake! cm'on applause for me... ahem ahem.

what a prata day.

2006-05-12T01:27:00.000+08:00

period came. just as the dizziness starts to go away, there comes flu and cough. wth. what a vesak holiday. this hols is surely gonna be a guilty one for me. im planning to cast aside my work for rest and enjoyment.

1hrs 26 mins into vesak day. yay. happy vesak day .. all buddhist kia

2006-05-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

my body is so sickly nowadays. i'm suffering from dizziness and cramps. must have been from the lack of slp and sudden drop in actitivty level ever since i stepped down from bball. so i made myself go for leng kee training today and to my surprise my dizziness got better but the cramps got worse. i think my period is nearing, coupled with the fact that i've been eating much more.

went lkcc with net. so we chatted abt school and asked abt her tkd. i think she's interesting. no airs at all. den on the train we saw a girl who shaved her side burns and had short hair but when she titl her head we saw her ponytail. we thought that hairstyle was kinda cool. net said she's considering cutting it. she's having mad thoughts. so when we finally reached lkcc i was surprised to see so many bballers there cos it was usually so quiet. we played match with the under 16s mostly from rgs. thrilling lahs. haven played with experienced players for so long. love the feeling.

after training pris and i headed to ikea cos she wanted to shop for jinrui's prezzie. her budget was 50 bucks but today she only spent about 15 bucks. i think im so suitable to be a funds manager. hahahah. pris u gotta thank me for that otherwise u wunt have ur ikea chicken wings at all.

so the day goes... i've gotta rush tutorials now. cant wait for vesak holiday. (:

2006-05-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

yippee yay. finally changed blogskin! is it making ur mouth water yet? next time u peeps feel hungry and there's no food supply at home, my blog is surely the best site to visit to satisfy ur hunger temporarily. :)

2006-05-05T21:28:00.000+08:00

took a LEAVE from school today. specially to miss the econs test and watch the matches in the afternoon. first was bball. ij was so expected to win vj! but sigh. i duno what got over them. ij was well leading vj by ten points but they slackened and vj caught up and in the end won ij by 5. it's sucha sad thing! u bet i was screaming off my ass and cheering for ij. then we headed on to ccab with mr sim in his car. vball guys were up against vj too. well they said ij could win vj too. but sigh, ij lost by a margin! gosh. what's wrong what's wrong!! ij should go to all sorts of temples/mosques to pray lahhh.. two defeats in a day isnt a nice thing. on a brighter note, ij should be applauded for their promising future. only less tthan 2 years of establishment and we could achieve so much. *claps claps** ij way to go!

now im home alone. well i didnt join jen and her other friends for chicken rice. wasnt exactly hungry and wanted to accompany xiaohui cos i feel bad letting her be alone. xiaohui this is true, i swear! hehe. see im so nice!

i feel im getting very fat after i stopped bball. someone please motivate me!

2006-05-03T23:06:00.000+08:00

tired leh. can u imagine how i survived with just 3 hrs of slp from last night till now? i almost dozed off during most of the lectures. sigh.

but i came alive when sch ended at 210. first to vball match at ccab. i was expecting some nice performance from the vball team but i tihnk it wasnt as nice as i expected but still ok. i liked the crowd atmosphere there. all the cheerings.. so much live. then then.. i must say abt this. the vball guy ( what's his name? ) jumped over my whole curled-up body and climbed onto the wall behind me, just to save the ball. phew! scary. wah lau.. think wat.. hurdles ah.

then after vball match we headed to geylang east swimming complex......... nah not to swim.. but to sbc beside it! hehe. then aj vs ij was exciting! yay finally the ij guys show their prowess. ij lost but nontheless it was gd fight! worth my time and cab money :)

cannot tahan already lah. gotta go for some shut-eye

2006-05-01T21:45:00.000+08:00

oh nooooooo... the long weekend is gonna be over just like that. well it wasnt very constructive for me.. except for eating.. i can tell u what i ate and u're gonna go whoa she's got a humongous stomach to store that amount.

finally got to visit muffin again after donkey years. oh erm.. i thinki exaggerated that a little haha. ok but u know what i mean. muffin went nuts lah. he kept sprawling onto us and when we shun him he fell down and did a roll. so hilarious. then sis had to bring him to the pet shops for something while mom and i went to TM. that palce got me really irritaed. the crowd made me want to scream cos i had to stop and let ppl past me after walking every few steps. then mom and i felt hungry so we bought some puffs to eat and had a cuppa at the food court. at abt 7 plus we met up with sis and the rest again to head for our spicy hotpot!! ahha excited.

spicy hotpot was really really spicy and there was no taste other than being spicy. i kept tearing and mucus kept flowing out. that would hav almost added the extra ingredient to my food. then we headed to geylang. and my dad was so against it. he said it's very messy there with all the chickens around. hahah he said that in chinese and in a yuk-i dunt-want tone, so it sounded kinda funny. but still we went ahead and had geylang smelly beancurd. yum yum super nice. i dun mind the sewerage smell.. haha my dear friends would have expected it since they know i keep going to toilet for business and would have gotten used to that smell. hehe. then we had geylang beancurd. haha very nice lah! haven eaten such smooth beancurd in ages. but the shopkeeper was funny. the way he promote his beancurd to us sounds like he read off the script monotonously. ah ha. what a day

2006-04-29T09:42:00.000+08:00

as i reminised, i thought that i'd lost a good friend of mine. not because of a rift or because of a guy .. whatsoever issues like tat. it's just the distance between us which made us grew even more distant. we couldn't communicate and it seems like she's changed. became more hostile. when i met her last year, she tried to be nice. yea i know she's nice to all of us who were there but we seem to have the lessest to talk abt amongst all. we used to crap and she used to tell me everything under the sun. i kinda miss that now. i dunt mind losing slp hearing her talk abt her problems but the chance is gone now.

i know she wunt be reading this entry.

2006-04-29T09:23:00.000+08:00

finally the long weekends are here. i cant wait for sem and meiyi to come back from philippines so i cant get my hands on my stuffs. hehe. but anyways .. wish them bon voyage.

this week has been great. my bball season is over and u'll hear lesser of my complains abt.. no time, tired, exhausted and whatever shit. i'd rather mug than train so hard for competitions because i cant stand running nowadays.

on thurs , jen hui and i were at coffee bean studying.. haha it was an achievement day! we not only completed tutorials but also digged a secret out of jen!! ahha. the perfect j ? hehe. then this news spread so fast that the clique of us all knew it already. ahah.

yday, hui had her match so jen and i went swimming while waiting for her. then we quickly finsihed 15 laps and rushed back before the rain started to pour. next on we headed to TCB. ooh i saw dearest pearl and her friends. but the rest of some other pj ppl there were just too noisy. what a distraction.

den i had this perfect dream of my perfect w last night! i still remmeber it vividly. i almost never wanted to wake up. haha!

2006-04-24T22:04:00.000+08:00

the very last thing i'd want to receive is a scolding. as if my limping leg and little slp isnt bad enough. i dunt get why u can kick a big fuss out of the smallest thing. fine i admit i'd forgotten abt it but need u lament me like that. it's not as if it's sucha big issue to u. it doesnt harm u. i hate u for being soo superstitious abt things like tat. it's not like ur luck would change if i'd not forgotten abt it. and fancy u saying i'd use FORGOT as an excuse. i hate u.

urg~!!!

SPA tml. just the thought of it makes me dread sch tml. i hope it gets over soon. im friggin tired of all these practs and experiments that we have to do. moreover they say it's a difficult paper. sheesh.

and today's been quite a bad day. i dun understand how we could perform so badly today and y my butt muscles got strained again. it just hinders my performance. it's sad that it's the last match and i cant play it well.

all in all today was just not the day for me. im tired

2006-04-23T22:08:00.000+08:00

i was trying hard to discover how wild the night was in clarke quay. u'll be surprised that i haven been there for more than 3 years. then i noticed the expats hanging out there, guys and girls, all nicely dressed up and how some ppl got intimate with one another. then again, i thought that must have been their way of having fun. after sitting around for some time, i saw how girls leave with guys and how some guys have two or more girls with them. i guess they must have been used to peculiar stares. or maybe i was the odd one out who can't apprehend such stuff.

i saw 2 man walking hand in hand. all that talk abt gays and lesbians, i thought i'd have gotten used to it or even accepted the society's homosexuals. i felt uncomfortable! well i think it certainly takes much more time for ppl to be used to that.

they say im young. only 17, where can i go (club) ?? so what if u're old lah. drinking only what. drinking doesnt mean u are older and more mature. the way i see that ah lian smoke and talking loudly puts me off. it embarasses me so much i felt like running away. she's got no poise and i could see her trying to flirt with that guy. yuk.

people nowadays....

2006-04-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

No. 5 rocks my socks. New found idol. he truly amuses me. hmm encouraging.

headed down to csh right after sch ended with 62A clique. the 2 games we watched made me so excited i had to jump high and low to contain my rush of blood. the crowd was fantastic, i love being amidst enthu spectators. then i saw ex-coach and coach there. missed ex-coach!! he still looks cute hehe.

mr teo is weird! he asked me if i like the hci bballer cos he thought his intuition was like damn right. omg. puh-leasE!! i thought he looked kinda cute at first but when jen told me he's another weirdo i got so turned off. haha. sucks lah mr teo made me embarassed.

4 of us from clique 62A gossiped hell a lot today. we spoke ill of **** *** and **** **, and how we got so sick of them. haha. dunt be kpo ok.

2006-04-17T18:15:00.000+08:00

whoa it's been long since i blogged. the latest buzz on me is getting hot and hotter!!

ok actually it isnt anything much. haha. but im looking forward to everyday becos A div has started and i cant wait to step down. ok and then Full House has given me much inspiration to life! the girls in my class are catching it too. haha and today's full of discussion on it. ya u know ... all the girls talk abt how touching and how sweet Rain is. haha. ooh and the parts of the show that we cried. haha. stupid lah but i like it CAN?

so today's game with rjc was kinda expected. got thrashed, no biggie. but i regretted not playing my best. several balls i could have gone after it but i was lazy. sorry team ij!! ermm but i did help out with blocking out .. so forgive me ok? =) so i saw many of my friends there for competition. well wish them luck!! i couldnt watch for long. then then then .. i saw clarice too so i asked her to return leng kee's jersey which she owed for a year!! hahaha. i sorta embarassed her infront of her sr team mates.. well serve her right lah.. haha.

sad to say, i felt weird when i saw ex dss players there but we are in different teams now. i just miss braving through weal and woe with them .. i'd feel anxious the night before the competition but somehow i could slp peacefully last night. it shows how, unaffected i am. haha. i soo soo miss my dearest girls!!

let's count down. two more matches. :)

2006-04-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

knees and feet are in bad condition now. they hurt . i need rest.

napfa 30 points. :)

SLEEP

2006-04-03T18:05:00.000+08:00

the THREE views of life from Confucius, Lao-Tse and Malcolm Muggeridge. so we were doing an AQ on this passage. how do the three ways of life serve as a useful guide to young people in your country today? hurhur.

i hate confucius. he detests material ppl. which means he detests me. he said we have to discharge social obligations. i like be obligated ok. confucius, ur thinking is wrong lah. how else can we survive if we dunt try to fit into society? we cant expect society to change for us right.

and Lao-tse.. i tihnk u're getting senile. all the talk abt inaction and action, like wth are u trying to say with these philosophy when all u wanted to convey was to opt for peace options than brutal methods.like c'mon, how do u expect an ordinary human to understand ur funny logic.u think it's eassy to do that when i cant even comprehend what the ack u're trying to say? huurr.

Malcolm, u too!! why do talk abt life is benevolent?? i just regret being borned out of my mommy's womb because im facing superficial ppl everyday lor. what is love today? u rarely can find one who's willing to die for u. well lucky if u do.

u guys out there please see the importance of all these TALK and impossibilities to accomplish these ideals in today's context. please be convinced!!!!

now do i sound like the next famous philosopher?? im mic. remember!
:)